May 17, 2005 - 12:48 p.m.
So much has happened in the past month, I'm having a hard time beginning this entry. Maybe I should just jump in with both feet!
First things first. D and I broke up and I haven't felt this good in a long time. I feel lighter, both energetically and metaphorically. The process was a hard one. Lots of complexities in this split...the biggest one being our daughter. Co-parenting 101 seems to be in my future.
I'm now searching for a house. I've waffled back and forth between house/condo. I've landed on condo, mainly for the ease of it all. Having a condo will also provide me with rental property whenever I move into a house or to another place.
A good friend said to me about a week after the split happened, "You seem done." She couldn't have said it better. I feel like the relationship has come full circle with D. We'll always be friends...we have to for S. We just can't be lovers/partners/spouses/??? We're just too different. I hope she finds her soulmate or someone who treats her nicely.
For me, I'll just wait and see what the universe has in store. It's been a long strange trip, so I'm expecting some really cool things to happen.
